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Tug of War for Sam's Soul

Self-harm and drugs vs God and loving friends

Posted: Thursday, July 12, 2007, 15:25 (BST)
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True enough, a tug of war was to follow. Sam was "experiencing more of God", but he was still hanging around at the statue.

"I started smoking a lot of weed. I was worrying a lot of people and told a lot of lies to cover my tracks."

Things started to spiral for Sam as he began to dabble in other drugs with some of his mates.

"After a while" he admits, "all we cared about was how to get money for drugs. We stole, lied - anything."

Meanwhile, Sam's family and his friends at the Jesus Army were praying for him - hard! One day, Sam reached his turning point.

"I'd had this big fall-out with my mates in town - the police had to split us up. Later, I went to the Jesus Army house. A friend - one of the leaders - threw a cushion at me and asked if I wanted to talk.

"We went out into the garden and I told him I'd had enough of the lies and the drugs. But I was scared that God wouldn't want to forgive me. We prayed together and I started crying so much - because I knew I had gone against God.

"At the same time I can't describe how amazingly happy I was to know that I was forgiven. When I went inside to tell people, I couldn't say anything because I was laughing and crying too much all at the same time."

It was Sam's "breakthrough" moment.

"I know I've messed around enough. Now I just want to be all out for God. I've seen just the smallest part of His love - and that's enough to make me realise I have to follow Him through good and bad times for the rest of my life."


[Re-printed in Christian Today with the kind permission of Jesus Army's Streetpaper. To find out more about the work of Jesus Army and Streetpaper, visit www.jesus.org.uk/]



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Added: Sunday, July 15, 2007, 23:24 (BST)

That's such an inspiring story, it's great to see that you've found a better way of life. You just look so happy and content compared to how things were for you before, I hope that one day I can follow in your footsteps, God willing.

Anonymous, Coventry, UK

Added: Friday, July 13, 2007, 10:51 (BST)

Great stuff. Nice one Sam. Hope your story brings hope to others too.

James, Coventry

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