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Tug of War for Sam's Soul

Self-harm and drugs vs God and loving friends

Posted: Thursday, July 12, 2007, 15:25 (BST)
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"I pressed the scissors down on my arm hard, held it for about ten seconds and then pulled it fast. The blood came out quite quickly."

Sam Cullum had grown up in a secure, happy, Christian home.

Yet when he was 15, after splitting up with his girlfriend, he began to self-harm, cutting himself with scissors.

"Why did I do it? In a strange sort of way, I guess the physical pain took away some of the emotions I was feeling - it made me forget about my problems."

Sam started to hang around with other young rebels in his home town of Coventry. The "Lady Godiva" statue was a well-known place for alienated "Goths, skaters and grebes" to hang out.

"I felt accepted there," says Sam, "because I wasn't the only one who self harmed."

It was around this time that Sam was invited to a Jesus Army event.

Sam had experienced God for himself at a Christian camp, years earlier so he decided to go along. He was unprepared for the power he encountered.

"I told them that I self-harmed and was prayed for. It blew my head off. Throughout the prayer, I was screaming, but at the end of it I felt so joyful.

"When I went to cut myself the next day I found I just couldn't. Something was physically stopping me. I was amazed. God had done something real."

With his parent's blessing, Sam started to come to the Jesus Army more and was baptised as a Christian. At his baptism someone said that he would "do battle with the devil".



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Added: Sunday, July 15, 2007, 23:24 (BST)

That's such an inspiring story, it's great to see that you've found a better way of life. You just look so happy and content compared to how things were for you before, I hope that one day I can follow in your footsteps, God willing.

Anonymous, Coventry, UK

Added: Friday, July 13, 2007, 10:51 (BST)

Great stuff. Nice one Sam. Hope your story brings hope to others too.

James, Coventry

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